I'm no Superman

I admit, I am not handsome, I am not macho, I am not tall, I am not smart, and I am not sin free. In short, I am not perfect. I never really am. I tried so hard in the past not to be human, Not to indulge to my urges, lust, desires, and try not to commit mistakes, But it's so hard. I don't usually take risks without calculation. I tried so hard to be the best at what I do, any subject, any sports, every video games I play (even tetris attack or minesweeper). But it seems that there's always someone else that is better than me. I now officially accept that I am not perfect. I can't do anything at one time. I'm no superman. I don't care anymore if someone else is better than me. I don't care if I let down someone who is depending in me. I can't please everyone. I don't care if this blog is not spelling checked or gramatically correct, or even logically coherent. I won't try to be the best anymore. I think it's better just to try to be good.

- "Its better to have mistakes than to have regrets".

Do not disturb

I't seems that my power to write poems has left me temporarily. My skill of making rhymes is gone. The pressure of work is building up on me. It's now saturday and I'm still at the office. I am currently working on a module that should have been finished last thursday, Yet I'm only 2/3 complete. My team lead is getting anxious, asking me everyday when will my work be finished. I'm too tired, my mind is swirling. 4 days have passed since my mobile phone is dead. the battery is already drained. Yet I don't care anymore. It's better that way so that no one can anymore bother me. my work is piling up, I can't imagine what would happen next. I'm getting behind schedule every minute that I relax. Even wee-wee break should be minimal...

A Magical Blog

Date MM/DD/CCYY

Today, I realized that I'm sick and tired of waking up

early morning, eat breakfast and take a shower hurriedly,

leave home to face traffic, work till my eyes dry up, come

home late at night (or early morning), and waste my time

doing nothing till i fall asleep.

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Above is a magical blog. It shows my everyday blog
account since the start of my working days (except
weekends and holidays). Just change the date to your
desired date and see the magic transpire.

Enjoy!